I decided that didn´t want to spend my birthday with random people who don´t really know me. I went to a spa and did the massage, mani, pedi thing. I woke up in a good mood, feeling blessed to be alive. Had a big breakfast with the Peru fam (I showed them how to make scrambled eggs and now they love me thou are also accusing me of making them fat). Then went off the be pampered.
So I go to the spa to get my first ever massage. Ms Massues ask me to strip but leave on the undies. So here I am naked under a towel on my tummy. And then she pull down my undies a little lower and internally was like WHOA. But then decided to stop being stupid and let the woman do her job. She starts rubbing my head (which was a-ma-zing). I had to tell myself don´t drool don´t drool don´t drool. She worked out the midgets hanging around in my shoulders (which was a-ma-zing) and then I was like don´t fart don´t fart don´t fart. She started massage my arms and I was like don´t laugh don´t laugh don´t laugh (did not succeed - some of you know how ticklish I am). And then she was massage my lower back and a little bit the top of my butt and I was like don´t go near the crack don´t go near the crack don´t go near the crack. I will not be able to handle it. I´ll just have to get up and leave.
So my point is that I was spending so much time thinking that I did not fully relax. Thou the massage was very good and worked out some kinks in places i didn´t know I had (But when she got to my foot I almost kicked her in her face. You cant just touch a ticklish persons feet without warning.) Next time I will try to be in a better frame of mind and let go more. Thou my brother told me later on that if I didn´t drool then it wasn´t good enough.
After, I went to my Peru home and the family had a chocolate mocha cake for me. So sweet. They have such warmth and if I counldn´t have my family they are the next best thing. Mama Edith (house mother) has been nothing but warm and welcoming, making my Peru experience better.
But I am not going to lie. As the day went on I got really sad. I just missed my family and friends. I missed being around people who really know me, where no explainations or backstory is needed. But as soon as I called the fam my spirits were lifted. Just to hear their voices made me happy. Also, my friend sent me a picture of my fat child and that also made me happy (its so sad - I think I miss my cat more then some people :/... don´t judge me).
That being said i am glad to have another year ahead of me. I don´t feel like I´m getting old at all. In fact, it´s the opposite. I have been so responsible these past few years, so grown up. Now I am getting to a stable place in my life where I can actually make decisions that make me happy. That´s a blessing. If you happy about the way you live your life and the decisions you make in your life then your age shouldn´t be a problem, becuase it is a reflection of your path. So far, I´m liking my journey.
So dueces and heres to being 25 and sexy with my strut.
E
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